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Monday, May 17, 2010
{ 6:36 AM }
Omg fuck today. Today was the worst day of my life. I really feel like killing myself. Idon't see any point in living at all. I cried like crazy today all thanks to the bad results. I failed every paper we saw today. This is the worst exam ever, I've nvr done worse than this before. I feel like my heart was ripped out. I'm damn scared to tell my parents. My eyes are all puffy & red alr. I hav a bad flu & a slight fever now all thanks to crying. I've never cried so much in public before, & when I went home, I locked myself in my room & tore all my papers & cried in the shower. I'm utterly dissapointed with myself. I'm like crying as I'm typing this out. Gosh I really need to control my tears, but it keeps flowing like a river. Damnit. I really hope my parents won't be mad at me. But that's like impossible. I think I'm the worst out of my brothers & I. My younger brother is like going into the IP programme & my older rother is getting straight As in poly. I am really a bad daughter. Ireally hope my parents will forgive me. They are really gonna kill me when they see my report book. In short, no words can decribe how I'm feeling right now:( :(
Fuck I hate my life.